Last night was one of the hardest and heaviest nights since i don't know when.
I cry almost all night and i did not wanted to bother anyone with my problems.
People judge,and i can't handle judgement at the moment.
I was witing one message more then a lot and could not, got the courage to send it,i knew that i wouldn't got the reply back ,i wasn't expecting it either.
He moved on but he didn't wanted to admit it,he knew that the truth would hurt me.
Can't stop asking myself,did he ever felt anything for me,was it all just one big game for him,was i one more number on his list??
I remember what he write too me and sometimes i'm that much stupid too think that it wasn't fake,after all.
Is he good actor a perfect player or just a boy.
I will keep asking myself:''What if??''
And that is all that i can do.
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