Letter (which has never been sent)

Letter (which has never been sent)
26.01.2013.
This morning i talk to you all the time,i really liked our honest conversation,
i told you so many things ,crazy and smart ones.Hihi but you know me,i'm crazy 
most of the time.I know you like that am crazy 'cus we both need to smile.
:) you know what i liked in your part of conversation? Well, i liked when you said that you love me still and that kiss of yours was so gentle, ohhhhh, my face was blushing
just like in little girl.
I don't know if you notice how i was happy?
I'm sorry sweetheart that i can't say this to your face because i had need to write it down
and send it to you. Ahhhhh ,our distance is awful
But ,our love , can beat all !!
I hope that you are happy too, when we are together.
You know i had this bad dream ,how you moved on with someone else,i wake up in tears.
And then i put myself together,take a shower and made a coffe.
I love coffe.
I felt some hard pressure in my chest, my tears start fall down and in a second i was crying like a baby.
I realize that our conversation was a dream and bad things was reality.
I don't know how we end up like this,ohhhh wait , i know, i was stupid to let you go.
Yeah.