Anna's Love Story

I was very lost person and i had to confront to very bad way of life.
That era was between my 16 - 22 years.
I've met all kind of people but mostly bad ones who try to convince me that
path of drugs was a good way,i confront that too.thank God.
But i made other mistakes,i'm human.
I want to tell my story,my love story.
I date a lots of boys and they was all so nothing ,when i 
compare them with my love now.
My story about my love starts about one and a half year ago.
I was bored at home and all my friends was working ,i came early that day.
Then i called my friend and she was arrived to her home,so i went there to
get some coffe with her.We start chat about usual stuff like clothes,makeup
and other girly things. She was preparing coffe and then the bell rang at the door,
she told me: 
''Anna,can you please open 'cus am making coffe ? I'm expecting a friend from work
he need to delivere some things to me,be nice, ahahahahah.''
I said: ''Ok,but i can't promise anything,let's see if he is cute first,hihi.''
So i open the doors,and he was standing there,....
The moment i lay my eyes on him i knew that he will belong to me one day.
He look at me with that blue eyes and smile.
He said:''Hi ,i'm Alex,is Jenn there??''
I answer:''Hi,am Anna,yea she is here.''
And after a while he left.
I beg my friend for his number and after a two days she finaly had mercy 
and help me.I call him that night and got myself a date with the most sweet man on earth.
We went couple of times out and the sparkle was there.
We had so much funn and for the first time i start to feel love.
I was falling in love with him.
After two mounths he take me out to dinner and propose me ,Alex ask me if i
want to be his wife.
I said YESS!!
We enjoy that night like we had no past and like it was our last night together.
We started with the wedding plans in the same night and we got married two months
after proposal.
Now,we have a beautiful daughter and our happiness is growing every day.

Paul Oakenfold ft. Christian Burns & Jes – As We Collide

Have a personal meaning for me ,.............

You always told me stand for something

We’re living on the edge of something

I want to feel the thrills, it spins the world away

I never should have told you something

We’re living on the edge of nothing

But twisted, holding on

Lately I’m away

As we collide, as we collide

We’re not alone, we’re not alone

As we explode, as we explode

We’re getting alright, we’re getting fine

Put it out, put it out, put it out, put it out

Put it out, put it out, put it out, put it out

I didn’t wanna hear the battle, I’ll push you to another level

So we can start to feel, the way we’re supposed to feel

It’s like I’m running round in circles

We only ever want protection, exactly what we crave

It’s closer than you think

As we collide, as we collide

We’re not alone, we’re not alone

As we explode, as we explode

We’re getting alright, we’re getting fine

Put it out, put it out, put it out, put it out

Put it out, put it out, put it out, put it out.

Imagination

I imagine how i kiss your sweet lips,....
I imagine how we fight and you interrupt me with a kiss,....
I imagine how i've got my pregnancy test result, and you kiss my belly,....
I still imagine us together although we are over,....

Markus Schulz ft. Ana Diaz – Nothing Without Me

All I am,

All I know,

Is hanging by the thinnest thread…

If you leave,

If you go,

I might as well be gone, be dead…

I’m the bad,

I’m the waterfall in your head,

I’m the know it all,

I will never leave you alone…

Cause you know,

You know we belong together,

And we’re only strong together,

You are nothing without me…

If you run,

You’ll be on the run forever,

I will haunt your mind forever,

You are nothing without me…

Letter (which has never been sent)

Letter (which has never been sent)
26.01.2013.
This morning i talk to you all the time,i really liked our honest conversation,
i told you so many things ,crazy and smart ones.Hihi but you know me,i'm crazy 
most of the time.I know you like that am crazy 'cus we both need to smile.
:) you know what i liked in your part of conversation? Well, i liked when you said that you love me still and that kiss of yours was so gentle, ohhhhh, my face was blushing
just like in little girl.
I don't know if you notice how i was happy?
I'm sorry sweetheart that i can't say this to your face because i had need to write it down
and send it to you. Ahhhhh ,our distance is awful
But ,our love , can beat all !!
I hope that you are happy too, when we are together.
You know i had this bad dream ,how you moved on with someone else,i wake up in tears.
And then i put myself together,take a shower and made a coffe.
I love coffe.
I felt some hard pressure in my chest, my tears start fall down and in a second i was crying like a baby.
I realize that our conversation was a dream and bad things was reality.
I don't know how we end up like this,ohhhh wait , i know, i was stupid to let you go.
Yeah.

Today i celebrate a birthday with a special little girl in my life.
Cake was delicious,....It was one beautiful day.
Later that night i open one of my social network profiles and
i went to home page to check what's new.
I had things to see.
There was him,my love,my ex, tagged in pictures of his new girlfriend.
It was so tough to see that.
I mean,don't get me wrong or something,i want best for him and i'm happy 
that he find happiness,but it hurt me so hard i could not control myself and i 
ask him.
He denied,of course.I don't know WHY, maybe he wanted to protect me
or he just thought that it was not my business.
Suddenly my happy day crashed into pieces.I couldn't stop crying for about 
two hours.
Honestly i thought i got over him 'cus we broke up about half a year ago and 
then like a BOOM my feelings got back.
We had plans,we had so many plans,we even give a name to our child,we thought that we gonna have a little girl so we wanted to call her a Melody.
I pick the name :) ,of course,and he was happy about it.
I deeply want him to be happy in this World,he deserve it and i wish,
for myself,to forget him soon. It's not possible to go on like this. 
All what i do right now is thinking about him and i want to stop it.

Love

Strange Dreams

One of those dreams when you in your dreams see your better half,feel it,feel that love,....and you get a crazy idea to look for him/her .I dream someone today and i even never met him but i wake up inlove with complete stranger,how is that posible??
Any way,i feel good.

Try

When you shout,….try to low your voice down,maybe someone doesn’t want to hear what you want to say,not even with a normal voice.
-When you are ready to attack,….stop,think about it again,..deeply,…maybe,…. there is reasonable explanation for that bad cause.
-Smile,….maybe you can make someone’s day better with a simple beautiful act.
-Try to,…. make your words little bit soft and gentle,because words can open iron gate.
-Forgive,….no matter how hard you have been hurt,try,because you never know wich mistake you will make tommorow,maybe you will need to be forgiven to.
-Sweet words are free,they are coming from the bottom of our souls,that’s why they have no price.Does not cost us anything if we are a little bit gentle.